Monday, August 29, 2005

happy birthdays on 28 august to robin, perry and amanda
all turned seventeen

did well in saturdays match
we scored 4 trys
i din score though, =(
i assisted one though =/

chris and i had a great time laughing at the past videos we made in his room
we danced, raped and fought.
sadly, its really diffcult to get everyone back

i guess thats the bad part when u are in such a huge group
do hope that we get together b4 i leave for thailand!

i got a blister on my heel after wearing my new boots
argh, not wad i need b4 leaving for thailand

we are doing a car wash at school tml
hope it will be successful!

we will also selling bookmarks and t-shirts
so busy! plus poly forum plus rugby

alright tats all for the updates! byee!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

lost 3-0 and 2-1
i scored one!

long story about how we lost
but i came close with 3 chances but the keeper was good

anyway, wanna thank uncle andrew and aunty michelle for their hospitality to me when my parents were away.
I feel like i was treated like a king when i was over there.

To cut a story short, life has been great
school is keeping me real busy
i realised i haven watched a movie for a month!

when got time also no mood.. haha sorry kenneth
stupid problems la haha

its unbelieveable that people think they are correct
but i guess that they might be just too scared to admit their mistakes
and are trying to run away from them.

Another lesson learnt.
people also value face alot
when they are wrong, they would give alot of bull**** to deny their statements
haha... these ppl are suited for PBL process sia...

on another hand, i guess this matter has taken enuff of my time.
i have done all i could and if the person wun change..
there is probably nothing i can do

I think spending 1 or 2 nights on this has been draining for me
even if i am not involved
u cant say i eat finish nth to do..

this is SOMETHING to do
to help friends (if they still want to) realise their mistakes
i am very glad that kars said sorry to joan
at least she knew she was wrong to say the things she said
hopefully someone would too :)

haha.. but i guess that is just a dream ba..
anyway, i think its time to close this matter le..

you can now celebrate thatnobody disturbing you now =)

to end off,

3 cheers for PC01-05A for their effort today! =D

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Inter-Class soccer today

Class wore our jerseys to class

good luck for later! =)

Monday, August 22, 2005

i will be straightforward tonight
my entry will be in response to james goh's latest one

he din state my name but any idiot would noe i am the one who is poking my nose into his business..

he was sarcastic and everything in his entry
but i accept that he has the freedom of speech and say anything he wants
i never said he couldn't

i confronted james today on the problem for he not chipping in for kc and irene present
he said he din noe at first and that chipping in shows no heart at all to give present
so i said i would hope to see something from his heart for kc and irene if he is not chipping in.

you say u give face to joan den go kc and irene bbq. u say its shows heart that u went.
i dun agree. u are merely giving face only can. u sound like u are being forced.

u always say GET UR FACTS RIGHT
its really contraicting
u said no one invited u to the bbq

but we did, we asked u and joan to come
how would we noe u are just giving joan face to come?

i am not biased
i admited kars was wrong to say the things she said to joan
it is also partly due wad u msg darren the night before

u called darren a fucking lousy planner
u think that is a correct attitude?
u could have given him feedback nicely
not just shoot ur mouth off

kars has said sorry to joan
u still dun wan to. i hope u do soon :)

i do hope u see the light one day.
i am not gonna de link you coz i am not going to give up on u.

i truly hope u put down ur pride and say sorry for once

u say i have no right to interfre in all this
but i dun wan to see my friends being insulted like this for nothing.
u dun wan to chip in for the present and bbq den fine
but ur attitude towards them, i dun like

i care for my friends, thats y i am interfreing

i never used a single vulgarity on u just now
but u insulted me and everything
i am okay with it

u do realise as u said ppl have the freedom to blog whatever they want
so i do hope this entry deciated to u would get u thinking about wad u should do.

*had my 3 jabs today, thailand is near! =))

Sunday, August 21, 2005

2 more weeks to thailand!
can u believe it? its so close now..

gonna take 3 jabs on monday
hope it will be clean and fast

mum and dad have gone to thailand for 4 days
i will going over to grandpa's to stay for 2 nights
so i can watch the match tonight too! =)

the class jersey is done
and its beautiful, its true

i guess u ppl noe i never post pictures on my blog
and thats cause i am awfully lazy and busy to do so

and its true (i sound like kurt angle now)
the thailand trip and rugby is enough to keep me busy thoughout the week
not counting days out with friends
in fact i have barely time for that now

i too realise, its 2 weeks to the end of the semester
which means changing of classes
unlike many
i am alright with this because i know we are all gonna spilt sooner or later

anyway we could always meet after school and everything
its not the end of the world

has not been a good week

friends falling out, (even myself intially)

friend's mother having cancer

getting washed out by the wanderers yesterday

it has been tough getting thru this week

i realise there is a limit to how much i can do in certain circumtences
i cant do everything all the time

my friends have chosen to let it go
and i should too
maybe always standing up for u feel is right is not good

i hardly had friendship problems in the past
but everything is coming to me at once
my friends, my class and the ruggers have conflicts among ourselves

this is a new phrase of life i am going though
just as secondary school was, poly has been a eye-opener

i have known so many different people
so many types of people
and i would ask myself if i really knew the world

to end off, a song that really depicts what is going though my mind now..

How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

You're the only one who knows that
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that

Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that...

How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

maybe i am doing too much and trying too hard.

i am tired. not going to care anymore.

Monday, August 15, 2005

sorry not really updating for a week!
got too many things to do!!

forgot to mention i went sentosa with rugby mates last wednesday
had a ball of a time
we played touch rugby, captain ball and high catches
very very fun
really enjoyed myself

had problems the last night before
but it has all resolved, thankfully...

went back to bps on thursday to grab stuff for fund raising
wad a happy day it was
mum found my sec 4 class tee
and i got a new LTC 2 shirt!

so friday i had fund raising to do
my team did song decications
pretty cool
but raised merely 57 bucks for 4 hours of work
not very good i feel

the board we supposed to paint was horrible
but i coloured the crab ivy drew and its quite nice
we had no materials
so many things to prepare can

had camp, fund raising and board decrocation + class
dam busy

camp was alright i guess
i missed much of the activties because i went for my match on saturday
but it was good chilling out with classmates at camp

match was good although we lost
lost 6-3 to bedok kings
i scored a try again wahahhaa

was surprised i did coz i was feeling very weak at that time
couldn shout and i got tired easily
very unlike the rocky one
but managed to weave through =)

lol... i think the team is quite united now
watch out for us next year!
we have only few months exprience so its ok when we lose to teams with ten years exprience
we can only get better =))

had mahjong session at grace house after camp
i won some money again
but as usual little
i am always the 2nd biggest winner

but i should not complain huh
at least i am not losing...

tats about it for a brief summary for wad i have done for the past week

am missing my clique very much
hope we can meet up all together on robin and perry birthday
b4 i leave for thailand

we all go for pool
and compare our skills
go for dinner and start teasing each other

miss those times man
meet up soon!

take care all!! byee!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

in camp now!
going to zhao camp for match tml!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

update time!
saturday's match at turf city was not bad!
Team B were drawn against Team A (seniors)
though we lost
coach said we performed above expectations!

i scored a try too and it was a dive
wahhaha happy debut!
quite happy wif my performance

went to joan house to borrow bike
but lazy to cycle
bathed at her house den we went to have prata
after seeing her home den i went to east coast for lim teck bbq

quite boring la there
so left near to 12
took cab back wif bk
waste money le

sunday played pool wif robin and chris
nice time playing wif them
after that went to festival of praise
i admit i was not enthu to go
and i said i will be late but nvm

managed to get to the front of the queue anyway though james and wilmer help
the festival was not like wad i expected
it was more of a service i felt

anyway felt lousy for the second night in a row
everybody mood was down except for wilmer
snapping here and there
had supper alone wif wilmer wif going home

monday was quite fun though
had breakfast at mac wif robin and kars
den went to bishan park sch
saw many many old faces

and talked to a few teachers
realised BPS has this new system in place

and it was buddies catching up
me chris robin yiqun and landy had lunch at J8
haven ate together for like months?

after that went to ps to meet stacey sharon and iffa
chatted and crapped
hahaha quite fun

den it was off to cine to meet kenneth baohan and rieanne
crapped den played pool
saw desmond there
my working friend

den went to raffles city centre and met jonathan saifud adam and esli
walked to the esplanade
jon and i continued our bickering on life facts again

den they left
so kars and darren came
accompanied me for awhile

den i was alone
so walked around
saw a few friends
like mr koh
nice to see them

den grace not coming
joan and james took ages
so they came
watched the fireworks
alright la
not as nice i expected
only the last part was nice

i believe maybe the view from esplanade not that good
iffa watched from the fullerton
and she said its was very nice

meet boon kiat and mikki and her friends
was tempted to go for supper wif them
but den i remember the hole in my pocket

august is really a gonna be a "broke" month
no plaza plus the seemingly many birthdays happening
i think i will be spending near to a 100 on presents this month

and yeah
felt lousy for the third night in a row
been thinking as many ppl have been trashing me for not being able to make it or being late.
its dam frustating

i try my best everyday to try accomadate with everybody
but it seems that i shouldnt try to
i will get scolded for being late
even if i squeeze that little time to meet up
they still blame me

its dam shitty la
den u would say i am not planning my time properly
but i have been out all day
going here and there like a mad dog

i have so many other things to manage
so many things to do
but i still try to accomdate

today dinner with my parents will be like the first in months
tats how busy i have been
i am tired i am exhausted
end here byee everyone
happy national day!

*there is that much i can give*

Saturday, August 06, 2005

and here comes a greatly welcomed holiday of 6 days!
pontanked school on friday as planned

what was not planned was me oversleeping hahaha
supposed to meet bel eunice owen suelynn and narene for breakfast at mac
but piggy me overslept as usual =/

so went to david house with eugene
the rest came and we chilled around...
the girls cooked for us! thanks!
had prata, mashed potatos, hotdogs, luncheon meat and omelette

had a mini movie marathon
we watched old school (halfway), shutter and amercian pie
haven done this for a long time
just chilling around watching movie

played with david dog, coco before i left
dam naughty can
keep biting owen and my socks

and my socks are kinda wet
he bit on them for like 15 mins?

so i went home to bathe
and it was off to pei ting bbq
me grace joan joy and chris played mind twisters while eating

i walked grace home while james and chris walked joan home
coz 1st day of 7th month and they are scared
so just walk lo

reached home around 12.30
the tap turned on after i left the toilet
was scary but i remembered i din turn it off tightly

tml is match as usual
pls no more rain!!!
den it will be lim teck chalet after the match
phew... and i need to think of budget for games and everything

sigh so many things to do
yes ivy i will try to get everything done!
gonna meet bel and eunice to go for match
time to sleep... byee!

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

so today UT was horrible
hope i dun fail!
i lost my ear piece..
damn.. only 3 weeks and its lost
18 buckssssss
and the discman is spoiled!

got my jersey alrdy
its grey in colour with black
with a 5 at the back
dun like the font of the 5 but nvm la
its quite pretty nice

loads of plans for the holidays coming up

hope it doesnt rain this saturday
its frustating preparing and everything
but it rains...

starbucks with iffa and sharon after sch today
kars came and kars had a nice time telling how i was like in primary one
shit la now everybody noes how cute i was

shopped with kars for handicraft ( yes i was surprised too)
long john for dinner den home
nice chat with kars
really talking cock ah

passed boon kiat my staff uniform so he can wear it for national day parade
and got kars discman while i lent her my bag

1 year has passed so fast
365 days ago
my officer Mr Leslie Foong passed on...
I will never forget the shock when i recieved the news

i was preparing for national day parade as flag-bearer
when jonathan came in with the news
i kinda sank into my chair

it was proably the first time someone so close to me left
I felt that God was so unfair

i remember the funeral that night
tears fell while singing praise songs
as i thought of how he changed my life

i remember him pushing my team on during LTC 1 on our hike
i remember him running in army boots faster den me, pushing me to overtake him
how he always livens up the atmosphere
the songs he taught
his entertainment
and the push he gave me as i took a trust fall into the sea from the jetty

mr koh sent me a sms today

it told me to take some time to think about him
and be assured because he is in a better place with Daddy God.

I guess thats what we should all think
Always Remembered Mr Foong!

Monday, August 01, 2005

celebrated elaine birthday on friday
went kbox and sang
had cake and everything
basically a good celebration

so match was cancelled again...
so i spent the whole saturday sleeping like a pig at home

went to grace house to play mahjong with her, joan and joy
i won 30 cents!

wanted to go for some party at david's house but promised grace alrdy so couldnt go...
so i stayed over at chris's house
and chatted about life

brownie ( chris's dog ) is getting more "savage"
he bit me and he even gnarled at chris mum
now i got diffculty walking from chris room to the kitchen..

so i woke up in the morning and watched this initial D battle thingy on chris com
den met kenneth for seoul garden...
pretty full
played abit of pool b4 going home

my bro is sick u see
so bought food back and let him eat
den it was off to work

did runner with wai keat today
i admit i was blur at the start
coz i haven done runner for like 5-6 months?
obviously cant rmb esp i am not exprienced also

but was okay in the end..
had supper with grace wai keat mikki and boon kiat

this week is gonna be another busy week
i am thinking of going back BPS for friend fiesta..
oh well lets see how...

friend fiesta has good and bad memories for me...
hmmm maybe next time..